Love to Hate

All of the love I have ever had for my husband now has to turn into hate. I can not go on loving him. I just can't go on like this. I have to hate him and really see that what he has done to me is unwarranted. I have been nothing but gracious, loving and forgiving to him throughout these past 4 months and now it has come down to him wanting to divorce me.

I am completely devastated... a wasteland of a person.