Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Always There

I just had a very panicked feeling that everything was spiraling out of control in my life and I had the overwhelming feeling that I needed to do something to make it stop. Maybe I need to talk to my husband? Maybe I need to get in touch with him and see where he is at mentally in all of this? But no. After I had that thought process, I remembered that God is in control and I don't need to do a thing but wait. Whatever happens, happens. But I am not in control and anything I think I should do is probably wrong. I just need to wait this out. Let my husband pull the strings if there are any to pull. Let him make the moves. He knows exactly where I stand and my attitude in all of this. Just stand firm and wait. Let God stay in control. There is no harm in waiting. When I was panicking it was as if God were speaking to my heart and just saying "Remember, you have put your trust in me so don't panic." That was very comforting. He is always there. Ever present and ready to put my fears at ease.

Jesus, you are my everything.

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