On Friday I found out that my husband took his "girlfriend" out to his parents. I spoke with his dad and he said that he told my husband that no one would probably accept her and that everyone thinks he is an idiot and making a huge mistake. Well, they went out their and my husbands brothers were out there and the older brother's attitude is "It's none of my business." The younger brother and his wife are very upset and think that his parents allowing him to bring her out there is a huge mistake and they were both pretty angry by it. I just don't get it. His parents did tell my husband his "g/f" that they are not believing in anything else but full restoration of out marriage. I wonder what she thought about being out there...
All week I felt like I wanted to go back out to my old church where my husband's dad is the pastor. So me and my sister went out there for service yesterday and after the service my husband's mom said the weirdest thing to me and it really, really hurt. She said that she is done talking bad about my husband/her son. What? What does that mean? I haven't been mean or slandering of my husband this entire time. I am the one he is hurting. I am the one being thrown to the side. And I am the one still here believing in him. All of a sudden I felt like I was the enemy. Does she think that I have just left him high and dry with no other choice but to shack up with this girl? That I am happy that he hasn't contacted me for nearly a month? I just don't get it! First they allow her into their home and now they are making me feel like I am the one causing all of this.
I just cried and cried yesterday. I even spent about 4 hours in bed. I just couldn't face it. I felt so helpless. Like I have a handful of sand and it is just slipping through my fingers and I can't stop it. That is what I feel like my life is like right now... slipping through my fingers.
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