Thoughts

Was I a good wife? Did I make my husband happy? Why did he ask me to marry him if he didn't mean forever? What did I do to make push him away? What do I do now? How do I breathe? How do I love? Can I really forgive him? Will I become a better person from this life changing experience? Will I ever stop thinking about him? Will he love me again? Will I love him again? Will I become bitter from this? Will I be able to make myself whole again? What will I look like once I am out of the fire? When will he come to reality? Will I gain my concentraion back? Will I be happy again? Will I be able to work on myself? Can I focus on my needs alone right now and not his? Will I feel important to him again? Will he make me feel beautiful? Will he make me feel wanted? Will he care about me again? Why is he doing this?...