I don't know why, but at the moment I am feeling a little sad. Sort of down in the dumps a little. Each minute of each day brings a new emotional swing. Since I cut things off with my husband it has gotten better. I don't anticipate hearing from him or seeing him and so that has helped my emotions get back on track a little. I just miss him that's all...
It's been 8 days since I last saw or spoke to him. For the past 10 years I am used to seeing him on a very regular basis if not daily. And also talking with him numerous times a day. So going cold turkey hasn't been easy. I am amazed at how well I am doing considering everything that has happened over the past 2 months.
Tomorrow is our 4th anniversary and I just pray that I can get through the day without much emotional reaction. I am not counting on any interaction or communication from him. I don't know how he will feel or what he will think tomorrow, but I pray that his mind is filled with thoughts of me and our life together. That's all I can ask for right now...
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