Themes

Over the recent weeks, I have been crying out to the Lord and I did again last night and this morning. Lord, bring me justice! Why does it seem like I am the only one suffering? Why isn't there being justice served on my husband and his infidelity? And then I questioned if it was ok to ask for justice and if so where and when?!? This morning I was asking God to please show me something that I can take peace in. Something that tells me He is in control and to, for a moment, put my mind at ease. I had been reading Hebrews 11. It is a great chapter on faith and believing God, but earlier this week I read Hebrews 10 and totally missed this part until I saw it in a new light this morning as I am crying out for justice:


Hebrews 10:26-31
26If we deliberately keep on sinning after we have received the knowledge of the truth, no sacrifice for sins is left, 27but only a fearful expectation of judgment and of raging fire that will consume the enemies of God. 28Anyone who rejected the law of Moses died without mercy on the testimony of two or three witnesses. 29How much more severely do you think a man deserves to be punished who has trampled the Son of God under foot, who has treated as an unholy thing the blood of the covenant that sanctified him, and who has insulted the Spirit of grace? 30For we know him who said, "It is mine to avenge; I will repay,"and again, "The Lord will judge his people."31It is a dreadful thing to fall into the hands of the living God.



Others items in the Bible He has shown me related to this are:
Micha 2
The Book of Jeremiah
The Book of Habakkuk

God is in control and he sees everything. He sees my pain and suffering. He hears my cries and my hunger pangs for Him. He see my humble and honest heart laying everything in front of Him. He see my desire to what is right and stay in Him and rely on Him for everything. He also see what my husband is doing. My husband my think that he is running away from everyone and has been able to hid his actions and his heart and his thoughts, but that is not true. God sees. God sees through and through him and his actions and his heart. My husband can't run away from God. God is omni-present. He is all-knowing. If we have accepted Him as our savior is lives in us. We can't run away, even though it feels like we can. God will get us every time and I know He will get my husband. I don't know how or when, but He will. He has promised us that.