So In Love

I am so in love with My Lord. My life is falling completely apart right now, but I am so in love with My Lord who is getting me through each and every step on this rocky, dark, lonely road. I am so thankful that even though I may question Him and if He really is, He always calms my heart and brings an overwhelming since that he is right here, even while sitting at my desk at work. He is here with me. His sweet spirit flows through me and I feel calm and relaxed. I miss worshipping Him. At the church I used to attend, the Holy Spirit would just flow through the place and we would all just stand in reverence and awe. That place of worship is so sweet and peaceful. I miss true worship like that. I am hungry just to be in God's presence and to just rest in that place. In that place I don't have to worry or concern myself about anything. The music and lyrics say everything and you just thank Him for being Him and loving me even though I am hopelessly flawed.

It's not easy by any means to fully rely on Him when everything is so out of control. Life can be a scary, rough place, but it always seems better when I talk to Him and acknowledge His presence. He delights in me and when I say I trust Him. I do my very best to say it and to mean it. I believe you Lord. I believe Your word and all of Your promises.

It's just you and me, Lord. Thank you for pouring out your Holy Spirit and even meeting me here at work and calming my heart. You are so magnificent and worthy of my praise. I long to just stay in your presence because there I have peace and I don't have to worry about what is going on in the world. I can rest in you and know that you are my Lord and that you love me and will forever keep me in perfect peace. It's just you and me. No one else. You are all that truly matters. Nothing and no one in the entire world can compare to your majesty and your grace. Lord, I thank you. I praise you. You are my everything. I don't need anything or anyone else but you. You are my provider, my love, my life.