Wednesday night, I truly saw that there is NOTHING I can do. Nothing. I guess I had always thought in the back of my mind that maybe, possibly there could be something I could do or show my husband. Maybe I could make him understand. Maybe I could. Just maybe... But no. There is absolutely nothing I can do, say, give or respond to make him look at things differently. So, now what? Do I just give up like he wants me to? No. I pray. I trust. I believe.
God,
It's you and me in this fight. You and me. You are the Almighty, powerful God who can do anything. You are on my side. I am on your side. God, I believe that my marriage is restored. I believe that my husband is running back to you. I believe. I can't see it right now, but I believe. I am walking by faith. I am believing that my marriage is healed, intact and whole. You have taken such good care of me through this nightmare and I know you are going to continue you showing yourself to me and showing me that your mighty hand is in control. You are amazing. I thank you for all you have done for me. I thank you for my puppy, my apartment, my job, my car, my family, my friends and my husband. I thank Lord for blessing my life and showing me that you care. I know you care about me and what I am feeling. I believe in you and I trust you. I have faith. Faith is being sure of what we hope for. It is being certain of what we do not see.
Amen.
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